The moon is waning now, and I am reminded of all the things in my life that I must let go of.  Everyone in the world are filled with the negativities in their life.  Many obsess over these negative events, emotions, and people that seem to spread a coat of blackness over their souls.  The moon wanes, and I must learn to let go of my own negativities.

What hurts my soul? I guess that would be my own lethargy--I am a very unmotivated girl. I constantly procrastinate so many things in my life: assignments, cleaning, and yoga especially.  I do this until I end up not getting anything done at all.  This just makes me disgusted with my self.  I feel my soul dirty and filled up with my unmotivation.  I need to change.  I need to stop feeling as if getting things done is such a horrible process and just do it one step at a time, feeling joy in the undesirable actions.
   
I also cannot be so afraid to stand up for myself and speak my mind. I have a communication problem. I'm afraid that people wont like me if I speak my mind to them or if I ask them things.  I'm always afraid of miscommunication.  I even have a small phobia of ordering pizza! This inhibits me in the world and creates problems later. Such as when I'm so afraid to ask for time off from work that I end up not asking until it's too late.

These are the negative things that I want to banish from my life.